Thursday, April 5, 2012

All 3 Dressed in Pink!

Goodness gracious!
I have to pinch myself sometimes to realize what a 
charmed life I have been given!

We found out yesterday that we are having a 3rd baby GIRL!
Ecstatic does not even describe how we feel 
about this great PINK news!
What great friendships I get to watch be established
and grow in my very own home!

With all of that said, I was pretty vocal about
wanting to have a son. A part of me wanted 
to venture into the land of the unknown!
A part of me wanted to watch Tyler grow a young
boy into the Man he is today.
In fact, all of me wanted to see that happen.
I can promise you this:
There is no greater person walking planet Earth
that is better equipped to turn a boy into a Man than Tyler.

 Knowing that, here is how yesterday unfolded for us:
We went to the doctor and had a sonogram.
We looked on the screen and saw a healthy, growing, moving,
happy, precious life right before our very eyes.
We were grateful and in love at the very sight.
We had Dr. Neel put "the picture"
in an envelope and we took it home to open.
The girls were both at MDO, so it was just the Trooper 
and me.
We were both shaking a little, and super nervous. 
I was the one who ripped into the envelope.
Inside we found a picture that clearly
showed the little lady
in all her glory. Also included
was a little note that read,
"I'm a little Girl!"

I had my moment. A possible tear or two was shed.
That was ok, it was almost like I was grieving 
the son I would never have.
It lasted 5 minutes before the elation set in.

The joy that we already have known 2 times.
Oh my word. Another little girl who has two best friends
already living in her home.
A Mama who promises to:
put her in cute bows.
match her clothes to her sisters.
love her with all her heart.
make sure she gets good naps.
fill her belly to its fullest.

A Daddy who is committed to:
provide a strong foundation of faith that she can grow into.
give her time and attention.
pour into her self worth.
tell her she is beautiful.
believe in her abilities to do anything.
teach her.
fix things for her.
be her very first love.

While I still believe that there is no one better suited to raise a son,
There is also no one better to bring up a daughter
who is confident and full of self respect and never lacking for anything.

So much goes into raising a daughter. Its no job for the weary.
So much extra worry. Details that will desperately need to be tended too.
What is more precious than the heart of a woman? Who
has God entrusted to mold and grow this little girls heart 
into that of a woman's?
Our Lord has granted us the privilege and the extreme challenge
to do this 3 times. Our prayers are heavy,
as we know raising these girls will not be easy all the time.
Needless to say, raising girls is nothing but an honor,
so my tears came fast and went away even faster. 
We are humbled to be given such a task!
 

Tyler, this house full of girls will build generations 
of happy and successful families because
of how you are raising them.
I dont know of 3 girls that could have a life any better
than one with you guiding them!


Here she is. One of Three of the most precious 
little girls I will ever know!

PS: I know the high school years will be interesting.
PPS: Is it ok to just have one big wedding day, for all 3 of them? no?
PPPS: We think she already has a name, this time, thanks to her daddy. Stay tuned!

Friday, March 16, 2012

The Cross.

My Anslee has always had great timing.
By that I mean, she decided to make her entrance
into this world almost 4 weeks early
at a whopping 4 pounds.

Today, in the car, she insisted we listen to
Christmas music.
Ironically enough, we were on our way
to get our first sno cone of the season.

My Mom bought her a pair of sketchers
light up shoes for Christmas.
She outgrew them before we saw the month
of February.

However, this Easter season,
My sweet Anslee has started asking a lot
of questions about The Cross.

Her timing could not be more perfect.
Tyler and I both wanted this years Easter
season to be a bit more meaningful
in terms of the beautiful
Easter story being brought to true light for her.

We both agreed that her understanding is at a level
that could at some degree understand 
more than the Easter bunny and hunting eggs 
this year.

Almost everyday for the past week, Anslee has been 
asking both Tyler and I
"What does the Cross do?"

"What does the Cross do?"
Are you kidding me? Talk about stopping a mommy
in her tracks. What an important question.
How it requires such a delicate answer.

In all honesty, the first time she asked this,
I acted like I did not hear her!
I was so intimidated! 
I didn't want to mess up the answer.

I knew she was not going to stop asking though.
I wanted to revisit this, and I knew her inquisitive mind
would be mulling over the Cross again soon.

Tonight, I purposefully pulled out our Easter books
for bedtime. Clearly, The Cross being 
the focal point of the story, the question
came in the same form again.

"Mama, what does The Cross do?"

Still, unprepared to answer, this is what I said
to my precious, beautiful, future Child of God.

"It saves us, baby."

It satisfied her 3 year old mind. 
Tears rolling down my face, as my heart deeply
yearns for her to know her God.
To know the power of The Cross.

She looked back up to me and recited her Sunday Schools monthly Bible verse:
"Love God all your heart!"

There is so much more to say to her regarding The Cross. 
I am praying wholeheartedly that the Lord give her Mom
and her Dad the right words to say
and that her ears be ready to hear and her heart
be ready to understand.

This Easter season excites me. I am looking forward to celebrating
the greatest gift we have been given with my family and 
praying that my girl will 
challenge me yet again with more questions
that are so important, and a nerve wrecking to answer!
 

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Bless Your Child.

When I grow up I want to be a Mom, but a Mom who is just like my dear friend Brandy Beaumont.
It was no surprise to me when I walked into her home several weeks ago and saw this front and center in her living area.




What an encouragement to have and read on the rough days. What a great reminder of the gift our kids are on the good days.

Thank you Brandy for encouraging me in my motherhood journey, by simply letting me walk into your home!

I hope this will motivate all my mom friends to be intentional each day with your sweet blessings!

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Friday, February 10, 2012

Pregnant Once, Pregnant 3 times. Its all the same. Or all TOTALLY different.


I went and saw our sweet surprise on the big screen earlier this week.
It was fun to see him/her again.
Goodness me that child was wiggling and squirming 
so much that it took the docotor a couple tries
to get the heartbeat. Oh, but then,
like a good little peanut would,
she/he allowed us to hear the sweet sound.
Back up in the 160's.
Moving and dancing so much already.
love it.

Ok, so there was a new nurse.
She was really sweet. It was just a new face,
and in her efforts to get to know the patients,
she says to me,
"So, is this your first?"

Tyler was off work today so he got to tag along!
Sure do love when he gets to accompany me!
We looked at each other and laughed.
I said, "oh no, this is not our first!"
Then Tyler said,
"this is actually our 3rd baby, our 2nd is just 
over a year old now."

The nurse was like, "well honey, I have 4
and once you have more than 2, whats another added to the mix!"

I have heard that a time or two lately, and let me tell you,
those words are music to my ears.
I will always be wanting to hear this phrase over the next 6 months.

It got me thinking though, about how the tables have turned.
How much I have learned.
How things are incredibly different from the first time I learned
I was going to be a mama.

When I was pregnant with Anslee, I wanted to have morning sickness.
I thought it would make me, you know, "feel the part".
Was I crazy? Well, maybe so, but thats the truth.

I was also wanting to feel all the other pregnancy symptoms.
Isn't it funny, how, when you want it to happen, it doesnt happen?
I was later very thankful for the ease at which my body handled 
pregnancy.

Oh my goodness. I wanted to show! I wanted people to take notice
I was pregnant! Ha! and Ha!!
I was really disappointed when I was approaching the 3rd trimester
before I bought my 1st pair of maternity jeans.
again. HA!!!

I waited with a great deal of anticipation for each doctors appointment.
It was a sweet time, and just brand new.
I embraced every single thing about the changes pregnancy brought on.

You can bet I had her nursery planned out to every last detail by the time I was 22 weeks.

She arrived. We obsessed over every little thing.
I remember asking the doctor if it was normal that she sneezed so often.
Tyler took about 6098567 opportunities to learn how to swaddle.
We had to have the diapers with the yellow line that turned blue
when it needed to be changed.
(ok, we do still like those)


Then I got pregnant with Kensington.
Yay! We planned out this pregnancy!
The first thing I did was pray that I would not be sick.
Uhm. What good would I have been to my Ans
if I was spending all of our quality time with head over the toliet?

I was so thankful when just not wanting food anywhere near me
was the worst "sickness" I experienced.
I eased through this pregnancy, working out
at high intensity 4 times a week usually.
I also eased through this pregnancy in the sense of 
I felt like I had an idea of what to expect.

Ha! Kensington as any regular reader of this blog would know
rocked our world into something brand new.
Bless her sweet, ever so "present" personality
she made herself known (and loudly!) when she arrived.

I was a bit saddened when I busted out the maternity pants around 16 weeks.
I wanted to hold out. Oh I wanted to hold out
(not like the first time around!)

I think I had her nursery done like 6 weeks before she came. Maybe 7.

Then she arrived. I didnt think I would obsess over the little things with her like I
did with her big sister. Then she was colic
and forced that to happen. Mostly out of denial.
After that ended, we eased up and took things in stride.
It was nice to be able to do that.

So back in the early parts of December,
when we found out we were yet again pregnant 
I began asking for these things:

1. Please, I dont want to be sick
2. Please let me at least make it the 2nd trimester before the maternity clothes come out
3. Please do NOT let a stranger verbally take notice that I was pregnant for a while.
4. Please, lets do life like I am in fact not pregnant, so I can still be
everything I need to be to my TWO kiddos at home.

While I think pregnancy is nothing short of a miracle, the more you do it,
the more perspective you have that seems to change.
I just think its funny.

Thank goodness for my phone reminders! Its debateable
on whether or not I would have remembered we had
an appointment today if I buzzer did not go off yesterday!

Oh. and you can bet there will be NO belly pics this time. Its been done two times over.
We will take them, and save them for the baby book.

Which by the way, since this baby is coming in early August, 
and lets be honest. This poor, very loved little angel,
will probably come home to a crib with a clean sheet
and maybe a changing pad, maybe.

I get a kick out of how experience and time change your state of mind
so very, very much!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

The Big News.


I bet you are not as surprised as I was 
(ok, as I STILL am!)
but yes. its true. it has been confirmed.
Baby Moses #3 will join us in the early part of August.
August 14th is the last possible day the doc will keep me pregnant.
(for those who likes dates and such.)

This child was given to us on God's time alone.
Certainly not on ours.
We are grateful.



This has taken us plenty of time to adjust too.
We found out a while before Christmas
and have barely processed the news since then.

Tyler and I agree that each child is a blessing, a reward, a gift, and
nothing to be taken lightly,
so we rejoice that our Lord has chosen
us to be raise another baby for His kingdom.

Kensington and the little peanut will be right under 19 months apart
in age. wow. I thought the 24 months between 
Anslee and Kensington was squeezing it.
We will be busy. We will be tired. It probably won't be easy.

Busy and tired will be nothing in comparison to the amount of
love and joy we know this baby will bring.

We saw the doctor in early January
(who told me I was almost as bad as some of his teenagers)
and Baby had a steady heartbeat of 152.
A bit slower than the sisters who rang in at 183
and 178 at their first sonogram respectively.


So there ya have it. No turning back.

Now.
Who will join me in a prayer for a non-colic newborn?


Monday, January 23, 2012

3 and 1.


3 and 1.
I have a 3 year old and a 1 year old.
Can anyone explain how that happened?

Nothing about them getting older makes a bit of sense to me.
I look at each of them like they are
my precious, tiny, helpless, totally dependent,
most needy little babies.

On January 19 Kensington turned 1 and I swear grew 4
inches and 5 lbs over night.

At 1 year old Kensington:
smiles constantly
laughs loudly
sleeps 12 hours at night
takes 2 naps during the day
has no interest in walking on her own
caught bronchitis :(
says mama and daddy
and night night
adores her sister
eats any and everything in sight
really loves blueberries
almost done with a bottle
has started MDO once a week
weighs 19.6 lbs
will let me snuggle her any time I want
will fall asleep on me 95% of the time
hates breathing treatments
still cries quite a bit 
does a silly one armed "booty scoot" to get around
likes to read with us
has come SO VERY far since we brought her home.

At 3 years old Anslee:
Goes to school twice a week
has complete conversations with us
has not worn a diaper/pull up since May 9th of 2011
still is an awful eater
takes 1 nap every afternoon
sleeps 11-12 hours at night
loves being a big sister
knows her shapes, colors, letters and numbers through 15
plays well with other kids
and independently
waits anxiously for her daddy to come home each day
takes dance class lessons
gives hugs, kisses, and "I love you's" unprompted all the time
loves Dora, Barney, and Cliford
enjoys trips to the library
is super sneaky
loves junk food (ugh.)
loves to play at the park or anywhere outside
has had 1 haircut
loves to pretend
weighs 26 lbs
would drink apple juice all day everyday if she could
makes her mama and daddy laugh every single day.


Tyler and I give thanks each day for these two precious girls God entrusted
us with raising. We look at each of them like the miracle they are.
We are tired a lot of days, but thats ok because we are full
of joy and very happy.




A birthday party post is in the making!

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Blessing baby Landry!

What a sweet day today was! We spent the entire morning spoiling our sweet Libby, mommy to little Landry Reese who is set for arrival on or around February 9th!

We think Landry is already a lucky little gal with Ryan and Libby being her parents. God has blessed her greatly by hand picking those to raise her.

My prediction is that she will be a blonde haired blue eyed beauty that will break the hearts of many baby boys to be!

Precious Landry,
You are loved. You have a purpose and I can't wait to watch you grow into the woman your mama and daddy will shape you to be. You are so special! We can't wait to give you squeezes and snuggles!











































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